Running the Race

ok. so i remember when i was in high school and i had this theory that whenever things were going good, something bad was bound to happen. Like, whenever i was happy or content, it was just a sign that was saying that i wasn’t going to be that way for long. so, lately, like EVERYTHING has just been so exciting and amazing and i’m sooo happy and i’m just nervous that something is going to happen. Like, ok, i guess the thing that i’m most nervous about is all of the driving i’ll be doing this next week.  i’m driving up to Long Island to see the youth and to get Nick and i’m nervous about the drive because it’s like a million differentroads and driving over the GWB and idk, it’s probably just my dad getting it into my head that the roads aren’t that great.  I was praying about it and just asking God if i was being silly about it all and He was just like ‘you’ll be fine. i’ll provide.’  so now i thought, ok, i’m just being silly.  it’s just driving, just like i do any other day.  if i get lost, i get lost and i find my way back.  i’m just nervous about getting into an accident because that would suck. and i can’t wait to get back to greensboro!!! ahh!! but yeah, so just be praying for safe travels please.  i’m so excited to get back it’s not even funny.  i can’t sit still, my mind is racing, i’m just crazy.  God is just providing and being awesome as always and i just really love Him!! ahh! 7 days!